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Who promised you the world on a platter while you were here, that's what I want to know. Who promised you the rose garden and the happy ever after with lace and sugar and a ribbon on top without oh, I don't know... you not having to actually work for it at all? Which "they" walked up to you and said you had to trust them and they expected it from you? Mmm? Hell, I haven't even told Miles anything of the sort.

So some of you keep saying "they" lied to you. Some keep saying "they" as though it were some sort of curse word, but fact is, I don't know anyone called "They" here. And some of you keep acting as though you're being kept in jail.

I'm wondering here. Who?

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I never expected or got promised the world on a platter. Not something it's ever occurred to me to want, mostly 'cause for most of my life, I've known I wasn't gonna get it. What I wanted was the refuge ~~they~~ Scott, since you want names, told me I was coming to, where I could work on my powers and work on making myself a happy ever after.

And I know this place isn't a prison, any more than it's the worst place in the world. Far from it - it's a hell of a lot better than where I came from. And I have ties here now, and for those reasons I wouldn't do anything different if I got the chance - it'd be stupid to walk away from a roof over my head and regular good food, not to mention the great people here.

But it would've been nice to make an informed choice, before I got here and got attached to the people and the place, and then there wasn't any choice at all, or not one I want to be forced to make. I'd most likely've made the exact same decision all the same, but I'd've liked to make it with all the facts in front of me. That's all.

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